Im Alive

Just wanted to say im alive and wanted to have a newer posting than Revree

otay!

Sorry for the delay in posting fellow readers. I have been so busy, trying to be rid of my past and begin a new with my lady so much to do and so little time. Ill write more later but i will end in some random words.

Look mom no hands©
Iron Lotus©
Scissor©
Smackitty Smack©
No Words©

Let's Drop!

I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door (front door)
Your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm
And I was thinking of ways that I could get inside (get inside)
Tonight you're falling in love
The feelings stirring me up (here we go now)

Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)

Im going to give Iowa a try....

Ok so i met this girl thru my friend Harold Hill hes a music man....ok thats a load of crap reallyi just wanted to say for the first time im going to Iowa its going to be a blast im going with my and here is where im really going to mis things up.....my fiance' muhaaaaa and here come the text messages....i love you baby ill write more later just wanted to post since last time was june. peace out.....K.....Hits...

What is sounds like?

When the moon is in the Seventh House
And Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars
This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius
The Age of Aquarius Aquarius! Aquarius!

Harmony and understanding
Sympathy and trust abounding
No more falsehoods or derisions
Golden living dreams of visions
Mystic crystal revelation
And the mind's true liberation
Aquarius! Aquarius!

When the moon is in the Seventh House
And Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars
This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius
The Age of Aquarius Aquarius! Aquarius!

What it feels like?

Im normal i promise.

Its not that I dont love her, Its not that i dont care. I know she needs my attention i know she needs me there. I have alot on my mind alot of what ifs and hows. But i want her to know that Im commited to her and any vows. Some times i feel a float....Im outside looking in... wondering how i let down my kids down and how they miss me when im not around. i cant provide a home for them, I cant provide their own room, this eats me up inside like this feeling of eternal doom. I know it will change and im sure it will be soon. But just understand im true to you i was a withered flower in which you made bloom. When im with you i forget all this mess but when im alone i think about the stress...how many bills i have left...how im still attached to my ex......how my car is not yet legal...and when i say attached i mean by law. Please be patient i know that you are just know your my one and only....your my superstar. (Ok that sounded a little gay but you are)